Gradually, I became aware of the loss of female identity, with personal identity being overshadowed by familial roles. From weaving, associated with motherhood in Chinese culture, to archery, symbolizing the quest for strength, I engage in repetitive labor and reflection. As I pick up the bow, an inner resistance hides beneath the surface of outward compliance. I strive to break free from these constraints, seeking avenues for women's self-expression within society.