“A beautiful subject can be the object of rueful feelings, because it has aged or decayed or no longer exists. All photographs are memento mori. To take a photograph is to participate in another person's (or thing's) mortality, vulnerability, mutability.” (Susan Sontag, Melancholy Objects, On Photography)
Pleasureland documents the condition of seaside resorts, amusements and arcades in Scotland and England. The photographic series records the decline of once loved sites, which now consist of empty spaces and faded, disillusioned atmospheres. I journeyed into the liminal spaces and the otherworldly landscapes I have always remembered from childhood: the saturated colours, the plastic prizes and the dreamlike haze over it all. Motivated by sadness and loss, I travelled into childhood. It was a habitual, cathartic experience. I became fascinated by the joyful, fantastical objects around me, and mourned for the places which lie empty and unloved on our shorelines.
Nostalgia is built into seaside resorts, the excitement, the vibrant colours and the joy of being small in a vast world. They paint a red-yellow-blue veil over it all. On occasion, the veil falls and exposes worn carpets, tired faces and the structures which hold the world together. Somehow both ephemeral and eternal, objects are assembled and dismantled over and over, replaced, repainted, updated, new coins removed from old machines; everything about to cave in all at once, but somehow remains anchored in place. People return over and over, new things are built over old skeletons, a never-ending cycle.
The spaces I have captured reflect our social conditions, the repetition, the excess, the materialism, and foremost the desire to escape from real life. We have created escapist spaces, both fantastical and ominous, strange social landscapes isolated from the real world. Escapism is at the heart of it all, the creation of Pleasureland was a sacred experience, it allowed me an escape from real life. I have found solace in the return to childhood. Now Pleasureland has entered reality, it is not mine anymore. I hope others can find happiness in the images I’ve come to love.